Complicated

When did life become so complicated? I think that was about 8 years ago for me. I was finishing high school and there were many things that just were not right. I knew before that many things were wrong, but I haven't really lost hope and always thought that I was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. I then found out that I was at the right place at the right time, and it was just the way things were.

I do not remember being warned about it.

Am I stuck..

Simplicity, so easy to say...

Yeah

..its like that.

..free me

I like it...

I like it this way, I'm not getting comments, which makes it so quiet around here. I like solitude, it is the way I like to live. Could it be because of all the negative energy around.

I'm listening to John Williams - Schindler's list Theme. Have you heard it? If you haven't i recommend you do. It is so soothing.

I'm going to meet a lady friend today (we had some history). I'm afraid of falling through the loop again not love, but the other thing. Damn. I wont give up...

I'll mold it my way...