Sunday, December 18, 2005


When did life become so complicated? I think that was about 8 years ago for me. I was finishing high school and there were many things that just were not right. I knew before that many things were wrong, but I haven't really lost hope and always thought that I was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. I then found out that I was at the right place at the right time, and it was just the way things were.

I do not remember being warned about it.

Am I stuck..

Simplicity, so easy to say...

Friday, December 09, 2005


..its like that. me

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

I like it...

I like it this way, I'm not getting comments, which makes it so quiet around here. I like solitude, it is the way I like to live. Could it be because of all the negative energy around.

I'm listening to John Williams - Schindler's list Theme. Have you heard it? If you haven't i recommend you do. It is so soothing.

I'm going to meet a lady friend today (we had some history). I'm afraid of falling through the loop again not love, but the other thing. Damn. I wont give up...

I'll mold it my way...

Wednesday, November 23, 2005


Why is it that when I feel good, i've got nothing to say. Am i just a complainer, venter, or hmm. I'm feeling better than a few days ago. Not too much better, but better and thats what counts. El7imdillah!
I'm chilling now with a ice cold 7up. The world around me continues to spin, and sometimes i wonder...

I Wander...

Monday, November 21, 2005


Who would have guessed that living in today's world would be harder than living in yesterday's world. And here we thought the world is moving forward. New inventions make life easier, communication faster, and more effecient, but in truth we are becoming less human. Probably becoming more like cabages.

I need to go on...

Saturday, November 19, 2005


I'm so zoned out... I'm supposed to do something important, I'm not moving.. Although i should. I'm overwhelmed by life. Running in any direction would only mean running away from the problem. I'm not running. I'm sinking in.

Have.. to.. pull.. out...

Not Sure

I'm not sure why I recreated this blog after removing it. There is a lot i would like to say, however I can not say everything i want. Well, since I'm not sure what i want to say, let me define what this blog will contain.

  • It will be.. random

  • Sometimes it will be even unclear

  • It will be private

  • It will be strange

  • It will be me

If someone asked me Why i'm blogging... I'd say...

..I need someone to listen to me...