Wednesday, August 30, 2006

She's back my dreams. I saw her, she smiled. Her eyes glistened as I looked at them admiring her soulful eyes. Her cheecks, so soft as a baby's cheek. I kissed them in my dream - the dream however, was very real. Who is she... mysterious woman.

P.S. I couldn't find the song on radioblogclub so here is a cover by Kenny Rodgers, Enjoy it.

Monday, August 28, 2006


I'm not addicted am I? I have been drinking mountain dew since 7pm last night up to this morning (5 cans) and had an American coffee a couple of minutes ago at work. Now, this might be getting out of hand, but with the lack of sleep, the long 50km drive to work is really not helping. 5 hours and 43 minutes left to go. I'm getting the jitters now. Hyper to the core. Can you imagine? I could bounce up and down for 10 minutes constantly but ill probably drop the floor right after. 5 hours and 40 minutes to go. I need to get some serious sleep. Hmmm, I wonder if I should escape, escape to...

...the beach.

P.S. Here is a little groovy music for all y'all groovy people out there.

Edit: 2 Hours 52 minutes left.
Here is what happens when you're sleep deprived;
- You start having balance issues, feeling one leg heavier than the other etc.
- Your head starts spinning, and you act without thinking.
- You create a blog post with a totally irrelevant title.
- You start counting the minutes till the end of work.
- Your eyes have a mind of their own.

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Care and Distrust

Relationships. Guys you might want to read this too and provide feedback, if you wish.

"Where were you?" Is a question that is asked rather too much. It can be interpreted in many ways. However mostly it is a question of trust or care. Neither can be a question of both. If there is trust, there is already care. If there is no trust there can be no care. Women can interpret it as "Oh, he's asking because he cares." Other women would think, "Doesn't he trust me?" The question here is, on what basis would a woman think this? Is it because she does not trust him, that she thinks he does not trust her? Or are all women usually suspicious of their partner's behavior. I leave the analysis to you,

...the reader.

Monday, August 21, 2006

Maybe you're crazy

But maybe I'm Crazy
Maybe you're Crazy
Maybe we're Crazy

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Paperwork (Tagged)

1. Male friend: Vinny
2. Female friend: Eve
3. Vacation: Spring, Switzerland 1995.

1. Time of day: Going to sleep, usually because I want to enjoy more of the day.
2. Day of the week: Tuesday, (Server
3. Color crayon: Black! (Crayons are supposed to be colorful).

1. Person you talked to that goes/went to your school: Vinny.
2. Talked to on the phone: Eve.
3. Text: Can we C U at lunch or dinner, today or tomorrow.
4. Person who Instant Messaged: Cousin.

1. What are you doing now: Hmm. It depends on when you read this.
2. Wearing: 3 piece suit.

1. Is: Monday.
2. Got any plans: Work, buy a movie, finish reading a book.
3. Goal: Get to work on time.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: None.

1. Number: 0.
2. Song: Currently, Santana - Cry baby Cry.
3. Color: Blue.

1. Missing Someone: Yes.
2. Mood: Indifferent.
3. Wanting: To finish this.

I am a cuddler: True.
I am a morning person: True.
I am a perfectionist: Not really.
I am an only child: False.
I am currently in my pajamas: False.
I am currently pregnant: ...
I am left handed: False.
I am addicted to Blogging: False.
I am online 24/7: Somewhat true.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: Depends who it is.
I can be paranoid at times: False.
I currently have a crush on someone: False.
I currently regret something that I have done: True.
I enjoy country music: True.
I enjoy smoothies: True.
I enjoy talking on the phone: False.
I have a hard time paying attention at school/work: True.
I have a hidden talent: True.
I have a lot to learn: True, Who doesnt.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: True.

1. Are you currently mad at someone? No.
2. Which of your friends has the worst temper? F.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? Yes.
4. Ever had something thrown at you? Yes.
5. When you’re mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell and scream? The Former.

1. Has anyone ever thrown you a surprise party for you? Yes.
2. Are you easily excited? Yes.
3. What are you most excited about? You ;)
4. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought? What am i going to do...
5. If you could have anything right now what would it be? The ability to freeze time.

1. Name: If you ask me I'll tell you.
2. Where were you born? Kuwait.
3. What’s your main goal in life? Be Happy.
4. How do you want to die? Naturally.

1. Sex before marriage? Yes.
2. Gay Marriage? No.
3. Lower the Drinking age? No.
4. Recycling? Yes.

1. What was your latest dream? Dreamt about many things.
2. Have any of your dreams come true? Yes.
3. What was the weirdest dream you’ve ever had? I could manipulate my surroundings like in the Matrix. Guy thing? Maybe.

1. Straight, Gay, Bi? Straight.
2. Do you have a bf/gf? No.
3. Do you have a crush? No.
4. How many beds did you lay in yesterday? Two.

What color shirt are you wearing? Light Blue.
What color are your walls? White.
How much cash do you have on you right now? 31.5 KD
When was the last time you saw your dad? This morning.
What did you have for dinner last night? Sandwitch.
What’s the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone? T-shirt.
What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
Does anything hurt on your body right now? No.

1. Have you ever failed a class? Yes.
2. Have you ever sung in front of a crowd? Yes.
3. Have you ever not taken a shower for 3 days? Yes.
4. Have you ever slept with a night light? Yes.
5. Have you ever danced in the rain? Yes.
6. Have you ever lied? Yes.
7. Have you ever had contacts? Yes.
8. Have you ever tripped over something stupid? Yes.

1. Samosa, Pakora, Kebab: Pakora, Don't know it so I'll try it.
2. Bollywood, Lollywood, Hollywood: Hollywood.
3. Love marriage, Arranged marriage: Love marriage.
4. Honeymoon, no moon: Honey moon.
5. How many kids would u like 1,2, 3+: When I talk to my future wife, I'll let you know.
6. Kulfi, Ice cream: Ice cream.
7. Shah ruk khan, Orlando Bloom: Is this tag only for Ladies...
8. Meenar-e-Pakistan, Eiffel Tower: ...Pakistani Ladies...
9. Lahore, Khi, Islambad: ...I'm right, aren't I?

After bring pressured into answering this TAG, here is my conclusion. It was written by a guy for a bunch of his Pakistani Lady friends, Just READ the whole last section. And whats with the "Are you pregnant?" question!

P.S. How's the new look to the site?

Rise up to Greatness

Search within yourself. Find your true greatness. A power unlike any other. When you find it treasure it, protect it, live it. Within you is this power like the greatest that ever lived. You can dream, you can imagine, you can live your life like others. It truly takes struggle and hard work to become great. It is when you embrace that power within you that you will be able to overcome tha hardest obstacles. Feel your life, your soul, your being. For within you is a being unlike...

..any other.

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Yay Life (Comic)

Friday, August 18, 2006

Warcraft: My Toons

Here are my World of Warcraft Toons, a 60 Gnome rogue and a 31 human warlock.

Up there is Xobu the rogue. He can be dangerous so watch out :P

Below here is my Warlock, isn't she cute? I love her piercings.

Click on the images for a closer view.

Edit: Here's my profile ->

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Good Morning

Good Morning Ladies, Gents, Kuwait, and the rest of the world.

Monday, August 14, 2006

SMS Dictionary Profanity

One of the most useful tools when using the phone is the built in dictionary. It makes my life so much easier to enter the words by one press rather than multiple presses, especially if i'm driving. Why are words like; shit, piss, fuck, and damn not in the dictionary! I'm guessing most of these words are overused in everyday conversation, especially in sms messages. It almost always makes me manually enter them every time...


Frozen in Time

Time froze. I listened silently to the fading voices around me. Trying to concentrate on my thoughts, I could not help but be distracted by the absence of time. It was not a dream. I was indeed drowned by my thoughts. No sounds, no actions, no movement, only thoughts. One word kept repeating itself within my head, Complicated. Why is life so complicated. The older we get, the faster time flies, yet we get these moments when time freezes, and we're left thinking. What a life, what a world... beautiful.

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Pleasure to meet you

We drove up and down the Gulf Road trying to come up with ways to meet new people. In this country you either met them through work/school, friends, or extreme coincidences. It could be possible to just walk upto someone and start a conversation in Sultan or Starbucks for example. However, not everyone would accept that as a normal social interaction, especially if they were of the opposite sex. The setting has to be right. After hours of driving we only came up with one type of place: A private health club. Even then most people would find you strange because you...

...were friendly.

Friday, August 11, 2006

Praise yourself.

Turn up the volume, enter your name here and click the button:

P.S. Turn off your pop-up blocker to make it work. If it still does not, then go to (replace yourname with your name).

Got Sleep?

Three times had I had to wake up and guess the time. Sleeping is quite a low priority in my case, especially with everything I have to do. Working takes most of my schedule, the other half is consumed by games. Which leaves the rest for sleep and everything else. Is it unbalanced? Not really if you think about it. The proportion of games is highly proportional to the quantity of work. Or should I say inversely so. Either way, lack of sleep, lack of dreams, and lack of fresh air really messes one's internal clock. There's not enough time in a day to do all that is there...

...Got Sleep?

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Petition: Help Stop the Bloodshed in the Middle East

Option 1: Read the following;

Dear friends, Right now a tragedy is unfolding in the Middle East. Thousands of innocent civilians have been killed or wounded in the bombings in Lebanon, Palestine and Israel and the death toll is rising every day. If the US, Syria or Iran get involved, there is a chance of a catastrophic larger war.

UN Secretary General Kofi Annan has called for an immediate ceasefire and the deployment of international troops to the Israel-Lebanon border, and been strongly supported by almost every world leader. This is the best proposal yet to stop the violence, but the US, the UK, and Israel have refused to accept it. I have just signed a petition calling on US President Bush, UK Prime Minister Blair, and Israeli Prime Minister Olmert to support Kofi Annan's proposal. If millions of people join this call, and we advertise our views in newspapers in the US, UK, and Israel, we can help pressure these leaders to stop the fighting. Go to the link below and sign up now! With hope,

Your friend and brother,

Option 2: Click the link; and sign the petition.

P.S. Please spread the word.

Good Morning Sunshine

I gently placed my hand on her soft cheeks as she lay in bed. Her head rested on the pillow. Her eyes wondering in a dreamless sleep. I brushed my thumb gently on her lips. I saw a feint smile. What a morning it is to wake up and admire such a pretty face. She opened her eyes, and the world became alive again. Life filled the room, her blue shiny eyes so mellow yet so beautiful. I couldn't take my eyes off of them. I closed my eyes. I got closer. Good Morning Sunshine...

...She said.

Monday, August 07, 2006

Mystery Phone Call

The phone rings, I don't know the number and I ask myself, "Should I answer the call?" I answer and the person calling ends it. There's a 50% chance that I would call back. I let it slip this time. A day later, today, I get a missed call from that number. I redialed and heard a voice,

Me: الو
She: هلا
Me: في أحد متصل تيليفون؟
She: اي أنا متصله
Me: عفوا من معاي
She: فلانه (her name)
Me: والنعم فيج

..etc. Fun and exciting I might say, yet it doesn't last for long. I'm different, this kind of way to get to know ppl usually wont click for me. Regardless, I do enjoy talking to someone...


Invention: Windshield Slapper

Wouldn't it be great If a new device was invented. One that would pop out the side of your car and slap anyone who tries to put an ad in your windshield wipers. Thought for the day, how to invent...

...said device.

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Hesitant to Write about World Politics

I have to say something about whats going on. I hate it all. I'm not staying upto date with the news, because I know what I will see/read/hear. I skip topics that talk about this issue, and I ignore pictures that show up regarding this topic. Why? This is reality as we know it and it is depressing. Why throw wood in the fire? Why not just show a way to provide help, donate, or do something. But stop sending me pictures of mutilated babies with the words "Damn Israel" in the end. In the end...

...actions do speak stonger than words.

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Old friend

I recieved a SMS from an old friend. She's in a good balanced relationship now, but feels guilty about our past. We were friends, yet she loved me more than just friends. I couldn't give her what she wanted because I only liked her as a "special" friend. I never meant for our intimate friendship to lead to that. What was I supposed to say? "Live your life.. be a good companion and look to the future" - *Sigh*. There is a lot of history there. I honestly wish her the best. Adios..

..dear friend.

Unplanned Vacation: Sick day

I woke up knowing I'm not feeling well and wanted to go to work, at least for today. After opening my eyes I decided not to since I really was quite tired. So What do I do today? I checked Safat and read quite a few posts. I'll go to the Dr to get a checkup since I need to get my Sick leave paper signed. I'll probably come back home, and think about what happened...

...last night.

Friday, August 04, 2006

Keira Knightley in A Dead Man's Chest

I saw a Dead Man's Chest last evening with a couple friends. Might I say that Keira was stunningly gorgeous! She looked really hot in the scene where she reveales her identity to cap'n jack sparrow at tortuga island. Wow.. A hot lady in a pirate costume.. Yarrr! The rest of the movie was great, I loved the comedy shots, and the great action scenes. But the ending.. what was that all about? /shrug.. I was too tired to start complaining, It was entertaining...


Thursday, August 03, 2006

WoW.. Warcraft not the other wow

If you've heard about WoW then i'm sure you'll identify with what I have to say. If not, well, sit back read and enjoy ur lemonade :)

Today was great! After MC (I didnt go since the new guys had to go and get geared up), Myself and two other rogue guildies went to Orgrimmar (My toon is a Gnome Rogue), and had our way with the other players there, forcing them to get flagged and whatnot! About 2 hours and about 40hks later I signed off and went to work. I think I had...

..too much dew.

P.S. For those who do not play or understand World of Warcraft. It is an online game, filled with exciting and interesting encounters and experiences. A Great way to pass time and interact socially with others.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

I miss HER

I have to get this off my chest. I really miss her. We've been appart for over 5 months now after being together for a little more than 5 years. Us being together was not a normal relationship. We had planned on marriage, but the final steps didnt happen. I haven't tried to contact her neither with e-mail or calling, I wouldn't dare. We both parted loving eachother more than ever but it was not meant to be. I did something really crazy, I tried to call her from an anonymous phone just to hear her voice. She didn't pick up. In a way im bummed about it, yet i'm glad she didn't. I should..

..let go of the past.

I miss it..

Close your eyes. Can you feel the cold air brushing against your face, so smooth. You take a deep breath, and you feel it cold.. it had just stopped raining and the trees and leaves have this winter smell that is so unique and refreshing. It is early in the morning, the sky cloudy and all you hear are the birds. "What a wonderful day today will be," you think..

..I miss it.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

200kd ($692)

I just read on KUNA that the 200kd will be distributed on the 15th of September. You think that's a good idea? Anyone who has studied economics will know that this is the worst idea ever! Think of it this way, if people get 200kd that means 200,000,000 KD of cash added to the money supply, and not any money supply but a part of disposable income. This will increase prices like what happened the last time. Prices increasing will lead to a domino effect inflation. If you think I'm wrong please tell me so, I'd really like to be proven wrong and be given good news.

Enjoy your 200kd.