Wednesday, August 02, 2006

I miss HER

I have to get this off my chest. I really miss her. We've been appart for over 5 months now after being together for a little more than 5 years. Us being together was not a normal relationship. We had planned on marriage, but the final steps didnt happen. I haven't tried to contact her neither with e-mail or calling, I wouldn't dare. We both parted loving eachother more than ever but it was not meant to be. I did something really crazy, I tried to call her from an anonymous phone just to hear her voice. She didn't pick up. In a way im bummed about it, yet i'm glad she didn't. I should..

..let go of the past.

7 comments:

Delicately Realistic said...

Thats love for ya.
Why do we even fall in love, if most the time it ends in heartache?

If u truly believe that ur love & marriage isnt meant to be, then move on. If u still think there is a chance, then fight for her!!! Fight!

Fight for the woman u love!

DiiGMaa said...

I was like you...

I was with someone 5 years...
both parted while still in love...
coz it wasn't meant to be, either..

couldn't take my mind off him..

it hurt too much..
now it's over.. almost a year and I am happy I have learnt to move on..

you can move on if you want to.. only if you want to.. otherwise you might be stuck and not know it..
I never wanted to.. but now I'm glad I did.. coz as you said it wasn't meant to be.. I learn everyday that is true..

I changed my number.. started fresh..

I hope you learn to "let go".. you can still love and care for those in your past.. but you can love and care more for those in your present and future..

remember:

"pain is inevitable, suffering is optional"


p.s.
sorry long comment.. but reading your post.. I felt like I was reading something I wrote myself..

Anonymous said...

I totally agree with 'Delicatly Realistic', if u still think there is a chance then fight for the one u love. u never know, u might end up together after all. u have nothing to lose..
I feel what ur going through, its hard..

Transparently said...

I have faught for her. But it wasn't meant to be. I have already moved on, but you know how sometimes you pass through days when you feel you just miss that person so much.. oh well. Thank all for ur kind comments.

MASS said...

if its over just move on

i had something simillar before, i know how its a killer,, but with time its khalass,, yet sometimes you get those twitches from time to time

keep your self busy with useful stuff,, and plan for some long term goals to reach

being imprissioned in the past doesnt do good, pondering on pervios pain doesnt fix things

cry a river
build a bridge
and get over it

inshaAllah you ll be fine bro :)

Entrepreneur said...

ditto

sweetd said...

aww..im sorry to hear things didnt go the way u planned..by the way..as some have told thats love..ts not garenteed to last forever because nothing lasts forever! All i have to say is dont worry in life u take things in and learn from these events..inshallah things for u will change and u will find someone who u can spend ur life with that can make u happy and vice versa..i believe theres always something better waiting for you tommorrow..so goodluck